I did. A door able.

He always says
"You've got eyes that burn like sunrise,
and tears that fall like birds."
This always makes me feel
that i should be braver
but i've got sunrise on my side
with a little more than two hours
to catch a ride
towering trees
passing by the open dreams
with clouds that block the sun
a blade of freshly cut grass and salty seas
that make me feel overpowered
eyelashes spread black under eyes
i wonder if i think aloud
will you hear me?
i wonder if i hold my breath
will you breathe for me?
you know where to find me
i'll always be there in the morning

Wasted after-work time with this layout today. That and that other thing which, as much as I feel like talking about, it's more of something i'd talk about face to face with a friend rather than write about for the public.

And, reality tells me there are no friends with whom I can do that. So.

I've decided with finality. I'm going to be strong this time unlike every other times. I will; because I know I deserve to be treated well with genuine care and respect.

My love for all, whoever you are.

Wanted: a one hundred percent man. Must be brilliant, creative, funny, capable of intense intimacy and joy, persevere in life and want to grow forever. Want to share thoughts, ideas, peaceful bright joyful life. No smoking no drinking no drugs. Require sharp curiosity and hungry capacity for learning. Handsome, tall, slim, fine hands, sensitive, gentle, loving. Affectionate and sexy as can be. Must be emotionally stable to handle PMS, independent, adventurous, compassionate, attentive, honest, trustworthy, and a positive constructive person. Prefer ability to initiate and respond creatively in many forms of communication. Religious to guide in the long run and handles patiently. Must love cats.

I am a dependant female that requires a lot of love and attention (not money or posessions). I believe that there needs to be some physical attraction between two to make it work (not looking for a supermodel). I am a one-man woman seeking a one-woman man, I don't share. I have always trusted easily but I snatch it away just as easily now. Have wasted my loyalty and trust in four years of my life but am willing to risk it again on someone who deserves that chance. Shares absolutely everything in life and more with the right person and not many others. Will turn your life upside down, inside out and sprinkle a load of love and wrap it with warm care and surprise you with the sheer brilliant energy I can induce in you. Happiness guaranteed.

::Note to self:: Answer to "happy birthday" is "thank you" not "you too"

I am hungry. Jason Mraz sang for me on my birthday and the wonder of it all is not even that. No, it's how Quality might just thwarp Quantity. But the day is young, we shall see.

::Note to self:: The ring on your finger is neither a marriage band nor a reason to sing out "I'm engaged, tra la la. i'm engaged, tra la la" however good your voice sounds singing it.

Chick chick chick chick chick chick chickeeeen.. Chick chick chick chick chick chick chickeeeen.. KFC here we commmme!

::Note to all:: Hassan is cute, dammit! And my Hassan is hairier than yours, ha ha!